Blaine nodded. He knew in the end they couldn’t pick a school solely based on where the other was going. This was a big decision and they needed to do it alone, no matter the outcome and how painful that outcome might be. If they were stuck with a long distance relationship, they would get through it. “I know that’s what we do best. I’ve known that since the moment I first kissed you. I love you so much, Kurt.”
“I love you too. More than anything in the world. Now I think we should sleep, because you look absolutely exhausted, and I kinda just want to hold you right now, okay?” He kissed Blaine once more, then kissed his nose, and then his forehead, and then pulled Blaine to his chest, holding him there, sighing, just thankful as all hell that he could still hold his boyfriend.
Blaine smiled and wrapped his arms around Kurt tightly, sighing happily. “Sleep sounds good…” he murmured, before yawning softly. He placed a kiss on Kurt’s shoulder, before burying his face in Kurt’s neck and closing his eyes. He sighed happily and let himself relax, before drifting to sleep.
#there now we can do what you want #para: blaine gets jumped
Blaine smiled, pulling Kurt’s shirt off fully, just so he could touch his warm skin and feel that much closer to him. “Oh, there is no doubt that it would probably be the most stupid thing we could do. People will tell us we’ll end up hating each other and we’ll end up at each others’ throat, and I have no doubt that if we did move in together, that might happen but… we’d get through it just like everything else. But you’re right, we need to wait to find out where we’re going first. Once we get our acceptances, do you want to pick schools seperately?”
“Yes. Without telling eachother what schools we get into or not. And fuck other people. Who cares what they think. People will hate on us no matter where we go. We will learn to laugh and keep going and just love eachother. Because I find that that’s what we do best.” He grinned, running his fingers over the muscle on Blaine’s arm.
Blaine nodded. He knew in the end they couldn’t pick a school solely based on where the other was going. This was a big decision and they needed to do it alone, no matter the outcome and how painful that outcome might be. If they were stuck with a long distance relationship, they would get through it. “I know that’s what we do best. I’ve known that since the moment I first kissed you. I love you so much, Kurt.”
“I’m sure you’ll get FIT. It’s where you really want to go and how could they reject you?” Blaine said with a smile, tugging Kurt’s shirt up slightly so he could rub Kurt’s chest. “I really hope I get NYU. Or Columbia. Either would be awesome. I’ve always wanted to live in New York, it’s such a great city. And if we got into them, or if we both got into NYU… Kurt, we could get an apartment and it would just really be the start of our lives together, you know?”
Kurt hummed in response, every place Blaine touched making Kurt’s whole body feel warm and safe. “I’d like that. Mm I like you.” He grinned, kissing Blaine’s nose. “Let’s not get our hopes up. I don’t think we should talk about that stuff until we pick where we’re going. Acceptance letters will be coming soon… then we’ll talk about it. Besides… every one will tell us we’re being stupid if we moved in together so soon…” He said, but then quickly looked at Blaine and smiled. “But I want to, if we can. Being stupid with you will be nothing new to me. We’re stupid together all the time. There’s no one else I want to be stupid with.”
Blaine smiled, pulling Kurt’s shirt off fully, just so he could touch his warm skin and feel that much closer to him. “Oh, there is no doubt that it would probably be the most stupid thing we could do. People will tell us we’ll end up hating each other and we’ll end up at each others’ throat, and I have no doubt that if we did move in together, that might happen but… we’d get through it just like everything else. But you’re right, we need to wait to find out where we’re going first. Once we get our acceptances, do you want to pick schools seperately?”
Blaine stroked his fingertips down Kurt’s spine, looking at his boyfriend. He hadn’t been looking forward to this conversation. College scared him, despite everything that had happened to them. He was afraid they would end up going to schools on opposite ends of the country and they would never be able to see each other. “I applied to a school in Boston… UCLA… Of course, NYU. Columbia. Where did you apply to?” Blaine asked.
Kurt nodded at Blaine’s choices. “FIT, NYU, Boston Conservatory, a school in Florida, Stamford and Michigan.” Kurt replied, biting his lip harder. But he shivered involuntarily in response to Blaine’s fingers under his shirt, gripping Blaine’s shoulders a little. “Not bad… But also not great in some areas…”
“I’m sure you’ll get FIT. It’s where you really want to go and how could they reject you?” Blaine said with a smile, tugging Kurt’s shirt up slightly so he could rub Kurt’s chest. “I really hope I get NYU. Or Columbia. Either would be awesome. I’ve always wanted to live in New York, it’s such a great city. And if we got into them, or if we both got into NYU… Kurt, we could get an apartment and it would just really be the start of our lives together, you know?”
Blaine sighed and kissed Kurt softly. “I didn’t much like you seeing me like that. I don’t like being weak around you. I just…” Blaine sighed again and kissed Kurt’s head, holding him tightly. “Is it terrible that while it was happening, I worried more about you? All I could think was that I couldn’t leave you… I couldn’t do it. But they didn’t get me as bad as they could’ve, so… So everything is okay.”
“I did the same thing when I got into that accident. Before I passed out that night and well… kinda disappeared for a bit, all I kept thinking about was how I couldn’t leave you, how I had to fight because I needed to make sure you were okay…” He whimpered a little at the memory, curling into Blaine more. “I dont think anything could keep us apart. We’re like magnets. We need to be together. And nothing can keep us apart. After all this shit, college seems like a cake walk.” He chuckled, then bit his lip. They hadn’t talked much about it, but it seemed like it was so fast approaching. “Where… where did you apply? Or will you not tell me?”
Blaine stroked his fingertips down Kurt’s spine, looking at his boyfriend. He hadn’t been looking forward to this conversation. College scared him, despite everything that had happened to them. He was afraid they would end up going to schools on opposite ends of the country and they would never be able to see each other. “I applied to a school in Boston… UCLA… Of course, NYU. Columbia. Where did you apply to?” Blaine asked.
Blaine laughed and raised a brow. “You like this, huh? Me all battered and bruised, like I just came back from some heroic battle?” he asked with a grin. “Well, I wouldn’t get used to it. I don’t enjoy the bruises very much. They kinda sting. Now, if I had won the fight… Or say if I was in a fight over you… I would gladly take those punches. I guess, in a way, I kinda did. I mean, they were calling me some pretty commonly used derogatory terms.”
“Ughh don’t make me think about it. God I was so scared when I heard them… I thought I was going to lose you…” Kurt whispered, rubbing Blaine’s back softly, holding them close, their breaths mingling. “And you angry turns me on. But I don’t like you all… broken. It makes my heart hurt.”
Blaine sighed and kissed Kurt softly. “I didn’t much like you seeing me like that. I don’t like being weak around you. I just…” Blaine sighed again and kissed Kurt’s head, holding him tightly. “Is it terrible that while it was happening, I worried more about you? All I could think was that I couldn’t leave you… I couldn’t do it. But they didn’t get me as bad as they could’ve, so… So everything is okay.”
Blaine smiled at him and shook his head. “No…. That will never happen. There will never be a time when I want you as only a friend. There had been and I was stupid to not realize exactly how much you meant to me, how much I wanted and needed you in more ways than I had you. Like you said… I’m in love with you and I love you. If the day I only wanted you as a friend came, there would most surely be pigs flying everywhere.”
“If I ever see pigs flying, I’m going to be scared shitless.” He laughed, then pulled Blaine back into a languid kiss, giggling as their lips locked, Kurt sucking Blaine’s lower lip into his mouth, nibbling on it a little. “I find that I fall more in love with you every minute. Like the way you’re all bruised right now? Hot.” Kurt smirked, licking his lips.
Blaine laughed and raised a brow. “You like this, huh? Me all battered and bruised, like I just came back from some heroic battle?” he asked with a grin. “Well, I wouldn’t get used to it. I don’t enjoy the bruises very much. They kinda sting. Now, if I had won the fight… Or say if I was in a fight over you… I would gladly take those punches. I guess, in a way, I kinda did. I mean, they were calling me some pretty commonly used derogatory terms.”
Blaine laughed softly, pulling back to look into Kurt’s eyes. “You know I don’t mean we should spend the rest of our lives just kissing. I mean, we should always be able to feel this good with each other, no matter what happens. I mean… tonight started out awful… I was bleeding and battered in an alley way and you came to me like some sort of angel, because that’s what we do. We do anything we can to protect the other. And now we’re just… being together and making each other smile, and I want us to always be like that. There to pick the other one up when it’s needed. I’m going to make sure I’m always here to help you, make you smile, make you scream in happiness. I’m going to make sure I always make you happy.”
Kurt beamed up at Blaine, grinning from ear to ear. “I swear to god you’ll be the death of me. You’re too cute for you’re own good.” But he bit his lip and looked at Blaine through his eyelashes, blushing. “We will always be like that. We’re best friends and so much more. And I’ll always be that for you because yes, I’m in love with you, but I love you, too. I’ll always be here to be whatever you need. Even if one day that’s only a friend with nothing else behind it, I’ll do that for you because it’s what you’ll need and I’m okay with that.” Kurt said, resting their foreheads together.
Blaine smiled at him and shook his head. “No…. That will never happen. There will never be a time when I want you as only a friend. There had been and I was stupid to not realize exactly how much you meant to me, how much I wanted and needed you in more ways than I had you. Like you said… I’m in love with you and I love you. If the day I only wanted you as a friend came, there would most surely be pigs flying everywhere.”
Blaine kept placing gentle kisses all around Kurt’s neck, smiling against his boyfriend’s impossibly soft skin. He ran his fingertips along Kurt’s arms, gripping his elbows as he kissed under Kurt’s beautifully defined jaw. Blaine hummed softly. “You know… minus the getting jumped part, this turned out to be a much better evening than I expected… I really hope the rest of our lives feel as good as right now…”
Kurt nodded, closing his eyes and just letting himself feel. “Yes. It would be really nice to spend the rest of our lives kissing and not getting jumped. Though I hope we don’t plan on just kissing for the rest of our lives. That would be really depressing and I don’t think I’d be too keen on that idea.” He smiled, running his hands down Blaine’s stomach.
Blaine laughed softly, pulling back to look into Kurt’s eyes. “You know I don’t mean we should spend the rest of our lives just kissing. I mean, we should always be able to feel this good with each other, no matter what happens. I mean… tonight started out awful… I was bleeding and battered in an alley way and you came to me like some sort of angel, because that’s what we do. We do anything we can to protect the other. And now we’re just… being together and making each other smile, and I want us to always be like that. There to pick the other one up when it’s needed. I’m going to make sure I’m always here to help you, make you smile, make you scream in happiness. I’m going to make sure I always make you happy.”
Blaine laughed and nuzzled his face into Kurt’s neck. When he was with Kurt, it felt like all the bad went away, even when they were fighting. It didn’t matter because they were together and they’d get through anything. A petty fight. Memory loss. Getting jumped. They got through it all. “I’m glad you’re mine…” Blaine whispered into Kurt’s skin, pressing a soft kiss to Kurt’s adam’s apple.
Kurt leaned his head back, giving him more room, running his fingers through his hair. “Mmm. That feels nice. You feel nice.” He sighed, melting into Blaine’s body, just… feeling him. “I can feel your heart beat through your chest.” Kurt whispered, running his hands over the course chest hair there.
Blaine kept placing gentle kisses all around Kurt’s neck, smiling against his boyfriend’s impossibly soft skin. He ran his fingertips along Kurt’s arms, gripping his elbows as he kissed under Kurt’s beautifully defined jaw. Blaine hummed softly. “You know… minus the getting jumped part, this turned out to be a much better evening than I expected… I really hope the rest of our lives feel as good as right now…”
